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Pieces of Metal

It’s been awhile Since I couldn’t Hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile Since I first saw you
And it’s been awhile Since I could stand On my own two feet again
And it’s been awhile Since I could call you
And all the things I can’t remember As ****ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered I stretch myself beyond my means

And it’s been awhile Since I could say That I wasn’t addicted
It’s been awhile Since I could say I loved myself as well
And it’s been awhile Since I’ve gone and ****ed things up
Just like I always do And it’s been awhile But all that ****
Seems to disappear When I’m with you

And everything I can remember As ****ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I’ve rendered Have gone and ****ed things up again

Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day
It’s been awhile Since I couldn’t Look at myself straight
And it’s been awhile Since I said, “I’m sorry”
And it’s been awhile Since I’ve seen the way The candles light your face
And it’s been awhile But I can still remember
Just the way you taste And everything I can remember
As ****ed up As it all may seem to be
I know it’s me I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

It’s been awhile Since I couldn’t Hold my head up high
And it’s been awhile Since I said, “I’m sorry”

Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can’t destroy what isn’t there
Deliver me into my fate If I’m alone I cannot hate I don’t deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn’t face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight
So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn’t hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren’t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go
So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself
And I won’t listen to your shame You ran away, you’re all the same Angels lie to keep control Ooh, my love was punished long ago If you still care don’t ever let me know If you still care don’t ever let me know

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